Broken…

I feel broken today. Not just broken but unfixable. That overwhelming sense of being a failure is like being knocked down by a big wave. The water rushes over me and I’m unable to breathe, unable to ask for help at my lowest point. 

I want to fix things and find solutions. My reliance on God becomes clearer on these days. Rather than trying to “fix it”, I “fix my eyes on Jesus” (Hebrews 12:2). Laying helpless I allow the flood of His love and the perfection of His faith to sweep over me.

I am transported to calm and still waters, and lush green grass. Abba is with me. Nothing needs to be said – it is just enough knowing He is there. And He is all I need..